Im home. Im to the point of crying. But i can’t because then my parents will ask what is wrong and i can’t tell them because no matter how many times i tell them they insist that nothing is wrong. But its been the same crap for the past 4 years. They feel the need the need to control my life and they are just people who when I’m around them their bad , the world sucks attitude gets onto me. Or I’m not doing something or anything right, or my father is all knowing blah blah blah. I haven’t been to church in the past 4 weeks. I need to go to church. Its kinda like when you feel alone in a full room. So yeah. And I’m cramping bad and my dad has to give me a lecture on how ” you sit around all you want to do is sit around. ” and vice versa for doing stuff. I don’t feel good. I haven’t worked out in the past 4 weeks either, i normally would but anyway. And my parents expect me to eat nothing because they are trying to ” eat healthy ” once again.
I didn’t go on the bike ride because i don’t feel good. Oh and i have realized that the longer i stay with my parents my ” I need to get away from all people ” time gets shorter and shorter. Say a prayer that i don’t loose my temper within the next 5 days. I know i need to get away from them and i am working on it. But arrghhhh. Oh and i found out that my dad doesn’t want me to do my job over the summer or that he didn’t want me to learn how to drive. Like really now ???
Oh please oh please!
Aw! Would you please?
that would be awesome :D
as long as you don’t say Jafar, then yes please
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Oh please oh please!
Aw! Would you please?
that would be awesome :D
as long as you don’t say Jafar, then yes please
(Source: aladdinsfuturewife, via imbringinghealthyback)
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There is a difference in what i need to and what i want to do……
My parents aren’t here this week but they left me an entire list of stuff to do, most of which is stuff that they should have done, but i am stuck doing it. But instead i want to watch the Lucky One. So yeah. I just came back from my sisters field day, it was fun. SO yeah. …….
I have a working computer and I’m on summer break. I also updated to the Lion OX , Oh my god. Its so cool. Ill be updating all my blogs. Right now its a do nothing day in my bed. My parents just left on a trip and I’m watching my sister the entire week.